“I Cried, I Pleaded, I Said ‘No’, But Got Raped Indeed”

They aren’t moving now;

My hands are chained, I don’t know how –

How long have I been in this dark?

 

People don’t come near me anymore,

I couldn’t even creep on the floor!

Blood has all dried up over my skin.

 

 

I win over my desires

To touch the diamonds

And the unreachable roofs.

 

How long haven’t I seen the moon?

When I touch myself, it hurts

Like it is all happening again…

 

I am down to the earth and they’re all above me –

Touching me, pressing me, bumping me;

However, it has now ended

And somehow I have survived,

My soul has been craving to die

And I wonder why?

 

What I lose, was it really mine?

No!

The pleasing moans weren’t my wine

I cried, I pleaded, I said, “No!”, but got raped indeed.

 

Once, twice, and then my whole Life

Could I live?  Could I hide?

I wish someone could hear my voice!

Not anymore as I am taking my last breath

And my mind is frozen,

My body motionless and blue,

I wish I had a clue…

 

I went to the park at night –

The next I saw were the lights unwhite!